overwhelmed and sad :(
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overwhelmed and sad :(

this was taken early last year when I was petite and slender. probably after a drug binge. I no longer look like this because now I am a fucking fat bitch. :’(
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this was taken early last year when I was petite and slender. probably after a drug binge.

I no longer look like this because now I am a fucking fat bitch. :’(

Good morning… I have such a bizarre looking face.
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Good morning…
I have such a bizarre looking face.

HERE YOU GO PERSISTENT ANON PESTERING ME FOR PICTURES.
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HERE YOU GO PERSISTENT ANON PESTERING ME FOR PICTURES.

Hi guys have a picture of me.
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Hi guys have a picture of me.

prior to my hair transformation !
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prior to my hair transformation !

happy new years bitches. i am off to get ready for tonight now. excuse my excessive mane of hair. 
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happy new years bitches. i am off to get ready for tonight now. excuse my excessive mane of hair. 

So I was lurking around Myspace for an unknown reason. I don’t even have an account anymore, but I used my fake one to lurk old friends profiles. I found this picture of me from when I was sixteen on this one guys profile, followed by an array of comments from people calling me a slut, a bitch and a tramp. People were cunts. People still remain to be cunts, nothing has changed. Seeing those comments just reinforced what an outsider I was in my school years, and what an outsider I will continue to be for the remainder of my life. 
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So I was lurking around Myspace for an unknown reason. I don’t even have an account anymore, but I used my fake one to lurk old friends profiles. I found this picture of me from when I was sixteen on this one guys profile, followed by an array of comments from people calling me a slut, a bitch and a tramp. People were cunts. People still remain to be cunts, nothing has changed. Seeing those comments just reinforced what an outsider I was in my school years, and what an outsider I will continue to be for the remainder of my life. 

hair dilemma

Ok so I am currently conflicted on what to do with my hair. I need advice on what looks better because right now I honestly can’t decide on anything

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Lighter or darker? Opinions greatly appreciated, thank you. 

6:21 PM
thank you random Asian Lancome makeup artist for making me look reasonable again. I can leave the house without a paper bag now. If only I had a personal makeup artist everyday of the week… Love, me xoxo
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thank you random Asian Lancome makeup artist for making me look reasonable again. I can leave the house without a paper bag now. If only I had a personal makeup artist everyday of the week… Love, me xoxo

organic rosehip oil works wonders for your skin. i recommend it for everyone. I have only been using it for one day and I am already noticing remarkable improvement :)
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organic rosehip oil works wonders for your skin. i recommend it for everyone. I have only been using it for one day and I am already noticing remarkable improvement :)

I am a hot mess. A rare weekend fueled by intoxication and inebriation has ensured my memory has escaped me. Why I was in Kings Cross eludes me. Once again I am reminded that moderation is not something I have a firm grasp upon, especially in regards to drugs and alcohol. The exact reason I never go out, i cannot control myself, my motto is go hard or go home. There is no grey area. Right now my body hates me for slaughtering it with a concoction of chemicals, I embody death, so i think I will be staying home with a good book and avoiding temptation in future.
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I am a hot mess. A rare weekend fueled by intoxication and inebriation has ensured my memory has escaped me. Why I was in Kings Cross eludes me. Once again I am reminded that moderation is not something I have a firm grasp upon, especially in regards to drugs and alcohol. The exact reason I never go out, i cannot control myself, my motto is go hard or go home. There is no grey area. Right now my body hates me for slaughtering it with a concoction of chemicals, I embody death, so i think I will be staying home with a good book and avoiding temptation in future.

i love my faux fur fluffy new vest. hate my naturally curly hair though.
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i love my faux fur fluffy new vest. hate my naturally curly hair though.

i had a huge fight with my boyfriend this morning and now i can’t stop crying. i am an emotional wreck and nobody wants to spend time with an emotional nightmare like me, being alone is intolerable right now.. fuck my life. :(
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i had a huge fight with my boyfriend this morning and now i can’t stop crying. i am an emotional wreck and nobody wants to spend time with an emotional nightmare like me, being alone is intolerable right now.. fuck my life. :(

I got my hair done today! It is purple when I am in the sunlight :) Now I am about to catch a bus into the city to meet my boyfriend so we can go to a gathering tonight where everybody hates me and thinks I am a psycho bitch. This will be awkward/amusing. 
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I got my hair done today! It is purple when I am in the sunlight :) Now I am about to catch a bus into the city to meet my boyfriend so we can go to a gathering tonight where everybody hates me and thinks I am a psycho bitch. This will be awkward/amusing.